You know, how does she think of me as such a mean character? I've said so many lovely things to her. Encouraged her. Sincerely. Genuinely. She knows I was genuine. I've treated her lovely. Have I not?? I don't remember. I guess harsh and hard nosed. But she didn't know that I was ONLY harsh and hard-nosed to the people I loved the most. Only harsh and hard-nosed to the people I was pushing to succeed, because I knew she could.