It's like the language that I spoke was completely erased from my memory and I'm not re-learning that one, I'm re-learning a NEW one.
It's like half of the information I had inside here completely left

I don't know anything

I have no explanation for anything.
It's like I have amnesia.
It's like I had a lobotomy.
It's heart wrenching pain and confusion
confusion due to pain and pain due to confusion
Fragments of myself
My brain has been chopped into pieces
and some of the pieces have been discarded
Bits and pieces are all that's left of my puzzle
I cry
I die
I sit
I lie
My soul, my soul, my soul is decomposing
My soul, my soul, my soul is decaying